About 3 months

Just a few days and I'll have been for 3 months in SL. Maybe it's time to look back and see what I've done and if that could be somewhat related to what I'll do.

Let's start with the easy stuff.

I had quite a few jobs. I've been a part time dancer, a freelance escort, an escort working for a club and finally a club host.

I had a very nice employer (Hummer Harmison, he's The Boss and I'll always miss working for him) and my current ones (Karen Juno and Kian Stardust) are wonderful. I like my current job, though I don't earn very much.

I also had a SL girlfriend; lost her, but it wasn't anybody's fault. Sometimes things aren't just going to work, for a lot of reasons. I never looked for someone else, maybe because I still miss the one who first shared an house and a "second life" with me.

I got to meet a few wonderful friends and I hope nobody will be upset if I mention only Isabella. She's one of the first friends I met and (unlike someone else) she's still with me, though recently there have been a few changes which I didn't like much, but they didn't affect our friendship.

I built my first house and my first furnitures and some stuff I'm even selling.

This was the easy part. What next?

Well, there are quite a lot of people in my friends list, people that as of now I hardly meet or talk to. When we all were new, we had the same problems I guess; that was enough to keep us close, common problems and the very same awe in front of the many places and different people.

Now it's different. We got new friends, new jobs, our different personalities took over. Maybe this is the reason why we don't spend much time together, as we used to do. Sometimes I speak to one of those "old friends" and it's like talking to a stranger.

I know that there have been the times when one of them wanted to talk with me, or hang out with me, and I was working, or busy with something or someone. So someone may have had a bad feeling about me, but honestly I tried hard to make everyone happy.

Sometimes I feel like I should just purge my friends list, except for just a few ones. Making new friends? It's hard. When I was "new" everything looked so easy. Now it's hard to set aside the "good people" from the gazillion of newbies popping up all the time and "old residents" seems to have so little in common with me...

I don't spend as much time in SL as I used to do, and often I'm alone. Usually I don't mind it, but sometimes it's too much.

Maybe I should really clean my friends list and start all over...